Friday, May 13, 2011

If we will be quiet and ready enough, we shall find compensation in every disappointment. -- Henry David Thoreau

I have been reflecting on the power of being still and being quiet. Not just physically and audibly, but on a deeper and more meaningful level. Horrible allergies, a mountain of homework, and loss of transportation have allowed me to be still and focus on sharpening my mind while soothing my spirit. I am a firm believer that out of bad things good things can come when we see the opportunity to learn and somehow manage to see the bigger picture. I am living on an island thousands of miles away from the people who love me most in this world. And life seems to find a way to occasionally overwhelm me with its obstacles and unexpected decisions to be made. In the dark of night it is quite easy to feel one's self utterly alone and drifting in a sea of indecision and sorrow. What has become powerfully evident to me is that in having those moments what will often follow the depths of loneliness becomes a sort of miracle. It is after the storm clouds of feeling alone disperse that the rainfall of love and friendship based on principles of charity and compassion can flood every empty corner of your heart. But if you are not quiet and still these magnificent blessings can easily pass you by unnoticed while you franticly attempt to fill that emptiness with busy nothings. This week I am so grateful for the opportunity to feel the love and support of family and friends who love and care for me and renew my hope. I am so grateful for a Divine Father who watches over and blesses me with His love.

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